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所有的流浪都歸咎於我, 歸咎與我無法停止的尋訪; 歸咎於我一路訴說的夢想; 歸咎於我貪戀流動的芬芳。 「只風吹星光顫,不休剩我,與永恆拔河」──余光中

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

The Diving Bell and the Butterfly(潛水鐘與蝴蝶)

    On December 8,1995, the well-respected editor of the French fashion magazine Elle, Jean-Dominique Bauby, suffered a stroke and slipped into a coma. Awaking twenty days later, much to his surprise he was almost completely paralyzed, except his left eyelid.
    Nevertheless, his self-aware mental faculties were still intact. How he wished that he could have hug his family again when they visited him on Father’s Day while all he could do was use his left eye to see them more clearly and regret. During the days he lay on the bed in the hospital, lots of normal but extraordinary things came to his mind, as of his mind had been a butterfly which was trapped in his useless body like a diving bell deep in the water. All of these were attributed to the rare condition known as locked-in syndrome.
    Enduring the physical therapy and receiving the mental supports from his family and friends, Bauby still decided to write his memoirs by blinking letter by letter, though. It took Bauby 200,000 blinks to finish the book. In spite of the physical impotence, he struggled until the last minute of his life, which not only moved people to tears but inspired us to believe that everyone can make a stone a flower, as long as we stick to it and find strength in the ashes.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Rain Man (雨人)

When the self-centered, avaricious Charlie Babbitt is informed that his long-estranged father has died, he gets two surprises. First, he inherits his father’s prize roses and a 1949 Buick Roadmaster but not the three million dollars he is longing to get. Second, the three million dollars are inherited by his brother while he doesn’t even know the fact that he has a brother, Raymond Babbitt, an autistic-savant who is good at memorizing chores and add, subtract, multiply and divide without a second’s hesitation.
     Disappointed at not getting one cent of his father’s entire legacy, he takes Raymond hostage in order to obtain the money he deserves.
     During their seven days cross-country odyssey, Charlie is forced to tolerate Raymond’s various autistic idiosyncracie which he insists on adhering to rigid daily routines and rituals. Charlie is almost driven to crazy because of these inflexible schedules including eating pancakes with sticks, having the specific meals on specific days, sleeping on the bed which is near the window at , not going outside on rainy days and so on. Even more, Raymond almost mutters all the time.
      At first, Charlie is mean to Raymond. However, by living with his autistic brother several days, the ice on his cool heart gradually melts. He learns to be more considerate, more patient and even has the desire to live with Raymond in the future for he has been his dearst brother since they were in their childhood. On the other hand, Raymond learns some skills to live in the real world and tries to walk out of the shadow he is in little by little. He dances with Charlie, plays cards, kissed Susanna, Charlie’s girlfriend and even drives his father’s car on the road. Charlie gives Raymond something he can’t get at Wallbrook, the psychological hospital and Raymond gives Charlie something he can’t get in his busy life. Both of them show their live to each other in their own way.
     There is the picture, the lively picture of the eighteen-year-old Raymond and the two-year-old Charlie. Rain Man and Charlie. Brothers. As a proverb goes, “Blood is thicker than water.” Although Raymond has to return to Wallbrook while Charlie lives in Los Angelus, they have connected to each other-by their sincere hearts. Sometimes, love does change something in our life, even in the most subtle way, it works.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

The Truman Show (楚門的世界)

    The movie stirs something inside of me for the reality it reveals to the audience is too incredible to be true.
    First, I would like to talk about the founder of Seahaven Island, Christof, the man who comes up with the idea of Truman Show. So arrogant and selfish is he that he tells Truman, “I understand you more than yourself. I know what is the best to you.” Every moment of Truman’s life is continuously transmitted to the television screen of hungry fans around the world without Truman ever knowing. Christof controls every incident in the fake world which Truman lives in, from the death of Truman’s fake father and the fake marriage; moreover, he tries hard to confine Truman to the limited world he has created. There is no denying that our world is full of lies and betrayal. But to an independent individual, the most important thing and the best lifestyle to him are only known by himself. Nobody has the power to deprive others’ right of experiencing the whole life which they deserve, even though his point of departure is out of good will. Christof is selfish for what he really cares about is whether he can earn money from the show or not. He stops Truman from escaping as hard as he can, ignoring the efforts Truman makes.
    Second, Truman’s determination takes me by surprise. Though he is at the middle age and seems to have the so-called safe life, his passion for the dreams leads him to break the routine. “All of us accept the reality.” What a true but miserable sarcasm! Almost everyone once desires to realize his dream; however, the harsh challenges ahead deter them from pursuing his goals. The world is not all that interesting. The years after graduation harden us into those quite different from the strutting graduate who left campus headed for the new stage of life, ready to offer the world our talents. Hence, the dreams sour because of the difficulties we dare not get through. “You will never get the camera in my head”, Truman announces with confidence. It’s up to us whether to go forward regardless of the obstacles or give up and accept the reality.
    And at last, the attitudes which the Truman Show audience have make me feel angry but a little sad. In fact, all of us live the same life as Truman to some extent. We want to make the biggest change in the limited space. And by watching Truman Show, we may get a bit contentment. The audience hope that Truman can pursue his dream and even burst into tears when they see his success. Nevertheless, why should Truman live the fake life? Why should Truman take the risk of his life only to find the true life they live? I wonder if they feel guilty when they watch the Truman Show.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Amy (艾美的世界)

    The story is about Amy, an eight-year-old child, who is rendered deaf and dumb after witnessing the electric shock death on stage of her rock star father during a rainstorm.
    The movie not only reveals the impact of experiencing the death of family on people who are still alive but also reflects some problems in our society.
    Amy seems to lose the ability to talk and hear. However, she can sing along with songs. The secret is found by Robert, the amateur musician who lives with his irascible sister in the shabby community. After witnessing her father’s death, Amy lives in her own world, the world which she had created since the tragedy begins. She refuses to gear or talk about anything except singing songs. In her hopeless, Amy felt it was she that had killed her father.
      In fact, this kind of thought isn’t strange at all, especially for those who have suffered from similar situations. “If I had done something, he might not have been dead…….” The dead will never be alive again, no matter how sad you are. Time will heal everything, little by little. After all, not everybody is as lucky as Amy in the movie.
   As for the social problems, social welfare communities and peoples’ concept of values seems to leave something to be desired. Indeed, many of us want to help others. By helping those who need help or who want help, our world will be more wonderful. Nevertheless, sometimes our help can be threat in some way. There isn’t absolute right or wrong in our world; your meat can be another’s poison!